I often wondered how quick
My mother was prone to rid
Of the mud steps that trailed
Behind us after we’ve played and skipped
Under the apple trees and dirty fields
How her hand was so fast enough to wipe
The dust before it got too cozy on the tables
The cobwebs never got a fair chance to display
Their well-knit patterns on the corners of our ceilings
Or the places you never imagined to reach
I often wondered how much more gleam
From the windows and the looking glass
Would come from the fussy, fervent rubbing
Our collars remained free from the sweat stains of our neck
With us having worn them to the bone, stitch, thread
How her fingers had the time to separate themselves
To seal gaping holes throughout our home
Our wiggly toes stayed behind sewn socks
Elbows behind the stitched walls of passed down sweaters
Without a typical trade to go and clock into
As our father always reminded us about the bread he won
The sun would still find her awake, and retired before her
On her heels, on her knees, stirring meals, scrubbing stains
The skin off her knuckles peeled
Her nails brittle and torn
And yet there she was, sun dancing, dust beating, storms roaring
On her heels, on her knees, stirring meals, scrubbing stains
I understood, the day I found my back bent over the washing tub
At the back of our house
Under the moonlight and hooting owls
Washing curtains at 2am
Fervently, urgently, restlessly, ravingly
With the hope that the water running down the drain
Will wash away the blood
That was pooling between the spaces
Of my broken heart
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